Sunday, January 01, 2006 ::: 2006 another year ... wow
in a month, this would have been my 20th year here on earth ... i never really thought about it before, but now it really comes as a shock to me ... like cold water in the face ... i mean, like, wow
how to put my life into words? life began in gr. 10
breaking up w/ kristina downward spiral bonding w/ nam before semi loosing my jacket seeing my father cry walking w/ rommel in the snow my 16th birthday drama btwn jen and lisa my first job at the gap gr. 11 night school going out w/ lisa going out w/ kristina (again) drifting away from the guys joining debate and dragon boat breaking up w/ kristina a summer alone (w/ nelson) coming back to nobody in september one of my dumbest mistakes CSUNA meeting erin online sleeping over in grimsby drifting away from the guys what would have been my dumbest decision a summer of personal revolution coming to pierre elliott trudeau a fall and winter alone bonding w/ the peths boys a solid month of good times meeting leslina trudeau prom and beach a month of passion a month overseas (at home) a new life at UTSC ... and now: the awesome-est winter break
there's so many thoughts going through my mind rite now ... at the moment, these are what stick out the most ... there's still so many other things like getting hired at blockbusters, parties at kiyomi's, the ward prom, all the break ups w/ all the girlfriends, the bad face of gr. 10 and 11, the spotlight at xmas liturgy, picking up magic and D&D, my first time snowboarding, all the parties at the nguyen's, my very first drinking party at jason lee's, all the crazy parties at sarah's barn, the failed poetry society, summer volunteering, gr. 11 summer school, the music video, my first kiss, my first real kiss, second base, my first time at second base, winning silver at center island, bonding w/ trisha, the failed first date, treating the guys out to pizza, the real reason i staid back an extra year, another summer alone, a year of reflection and isolation, parties at alex's, snake w/ the peths boys, four parties and a funeral, twice a day for two weeks, the other guy(s), i wanna go home, my first concert(s), my first real concerts, my first time clubbing, my first time i went clubbing and enjoyed it, the party while the rents were in the UK, my party on July 1st, my party last week, the forum, and etc., etc.
i wonder what the new year will have in store for me? ... i wonder where another decade of my life will lead to?
one thing i can say right now ... i am loving life, but at the same time, i am scared of it ...
anyways ... happy new years everybody ... let's hope for another good one
